SWARFSTA LIFESTYLE

SWARFY SELF PHOTOGRAPHY AT A BUS STOP :) (Taken with instagram)

ME AND MY BABY BOY (Taken with instagram)

USHER HAS DONE IT AGAIN

Only in my opinion so far :)
IM SO HAPPY I GOT THIS ALBUM NOW :)
Cause I really could not wait till the release date lol!
Not gonna lie I did use the LOA to bring it in my life sooner :) hahahaha

THANK YOU MY ANONYMOUS FRIEND WHO STOLE IT FROM SONY LOLLL!!!!

But just in my opinion it’s another flawless album ONCE AGAIN!

I have liked all his albums from myway!
To 8701, confessions, here I stand, Raymond vs Raymond

This guy ha created hits after hits after hits :)

I have made some of the best coreo to this guys music :)

I HOPE AND PRAY ONE DAY THAT I DO ACTUALLY GET TO CHOREOGRAPH FOR MR USHER RAYMOND :)

So hyped with this new album :)

I feel it’s gonna keep me busy for a while :)

Xx

THIS WAS THE FUNNIEST SITUATION!
My son is playing with a magazine now :)
And it rips!
He looks at me like!
“OHHH Noooo”
Then he runs away!
Comes back with Sellotape!
And says
“I’ll fix it”
And I am just sat there watching him fix a ripped magazine!
Hahahahahahahaha
Omg the cutest thing I have seen my son do :)
Tooo cute Emiko :)
X

I am so proud of this lil super star today :)
He did me proud :)
I’m so thankful to have a son like Emiko :)
A true leader and a true student at his age already :)
He has done so much to make me smile to day :)
He had Mellon thrown on his brand new white shirt!
He looked at the kid opposite him as if he was gonna kill them!
He stood up!
Grab a tissue!
And wiped himself clean :)
Hahahahahahahaha
It was like watching a movie :)
He was sharing with his lil cuzies today which is very rare lol :)
And just seeing how he creates his way of life :)
He just being a natural born leader :)
Its such a beautiful syt for me :)
I love you son :)
X

FINALLY THE WAR IS OVER

Its been a battle for me,
It really has, I’ve tried so hard in this one :)
And I must say I’m proud of myself :)
And I know this who know me are proud of me 2 :)
I’ve tollorated so much :)
I KNOW THAT NOOOO MAN!!!! WOULD EVER DO WHAT I HAVE DONE :)
And still to the very last drop :) I still have one last chance when I knew so much in my heart it was not right :)
My heart still have it one more shot :)
But it’s clear to see how ppl are once they have gained something in life!
Something else in life devalues :)
I think it’s a natural thing :)
Because when u have nothing but this one thing in your life!!!!
Why would u want to loose it!
But now you have the option of 2 great things in your life :)
Is where the challenge is :)
For me no matter what :)
I faced my challenges :)
I have a great life :) and if something on the otherside don’t feel right :)
I won’t give up on it :)
I still gave it my shot :)
That’s the difference with me :)
I’ll always give you that chance :)
And I feel that’s the difference in me 2day :)
And what I have become now :)
I know how to give ppl a chance :) and I’m aware of it :)
I’ve grown alot within my ego wantings in this year! It really has been hard and a test of my ego :)
I’ve been cheated on!
Lied to :)
Hit :)
But I took it all :)
I gave it a chance :) and y’all may see this as something bad :)
But for me I see it as a gift of strength :)
I’ve grown strong to know that when I do find this person I love :) I can say :)
I have tolerated this b4, it’s my choice if I want to give it that chance again :)

But I really want to say a big thank you for this experience :)
It really was not the best of goodbies :)
But within my heart I am thankful for what I have become out of this :)

I no longer need to have this War within myself :)
I am now a free man who can become even stronger from within :)

This has been a unforgettable chapter in my life :)

But I can finally say :) IT IS THE END OF THIS CHAPTER :)

And I am ready for a new chapter to begin :)

I still wish you the best of luck in your life :)

And I hope you can take something with you from this chapter :)

Nothing last forever :)
The moments you create are forever history :)
So b wise in the moments you create :)
NEVER HOLD ON TO THEM :)
Always create MORE MAGICAL MOMENTS IN YOUR LIFE :)

Thank you for this relationship :)
You know who you are…….